After my therapy session today. First time I cried during my session. 2 weeks of feeling depressed, angry, and alone. Almost a year since I actually cried about or for myself. If that even makes sense. I refuse to talk about it. I refuse to remember. I refuse to even talk about my own personal demons because I have having to feel so vulnerable and weak. 3 months of therapy thus far and I’ve only said so little until now…
Not only did I plan this out (in my head of course) to talk to him and just strike up a “casual conversation”, BUT not only was it fool proof but I backed out like a chicken and just walk past him! I know he doesnt know who I am but SHIIIIT I could of been alittle extroverted and change that right? As bold as I am, I’m the shyest when meeting new people or just taking the initiative to just give him a mother effing compliment! ASDFGHJKL… *cries in corner* my life….
Day 8: Three Turn Ons
-Wavy Hair (long, short, dyes, original, whatever)
-Kissing (lip bitting, cute, passionate, I’m done)
-Strong but gentle hands (hnnnnf)
*You cant give someone only to list three things that turn them on! Thats ludicrious! Do you know how sexually frustrated I am >xD
Day Ten: One confession
-This one I can not do because its too personal for me to share and I dont think its appropriate for me to publish this. It is my blog and I can do whatever or say whatever I want but not this. Only a few know and it will remain as such but this is where I cross the line and end it. At least, you guys know a bunch of other things about me after reading my daily challenges. So, please continue to remain beautiful and smile :)
Peace, Love and Happiness <3
Day 9: Two smileys that describes your life right now
- XD because laughter is the best medicine and being optimistic is my forte
-(>___<) cause my life is just a clusterfuck of shit!